3/26/2013

Bioshock Infinite First Impressions

Wow, I can't believe I'm actually taking the time to write up a quick first impression post on the game because I am marvelled at how beautiful and cinematic this game is.

If you love visually stunning games: Bioshock Infinite wants you.

If you love engrossing cinematic experiences alongside your gaming: Bioshock Infinite wants you.

If you love enriching detail, lavishing environments alongside gruesome yet spectacular audio: Bioshock Infinite wants you.

I look forward to doing a much larger post covering numerous aspects about the game and being able to full touch on my impressions on the whole story in the near future




3/25/2013

Mr. Pink and South Korea

Mr. Pink and South Korea? No this is not a Reservoir Dogs reference!

It's 7:30 am and I've had about approximately 2 hours sleep. These past few days have been rancid for me as I have been sick, bed ridden and isolated. I was recently diagnosed with tonsillitis, which is not a surprise, not bad, but not good either. I mean come on! Who really wants to spend their weekend in bed sick or almost half a day at a hospital emergency room? None the less it's fine and over with. I am on a 10 day regiment where I will consume 15 000 mg of the medical miracle drug: Amoxicillin. 

You're probably reading thinking? Wait what is the title referring to? This overtired goon is just speaking about his rotten weekend and his current ailments, but it's actually ironic as the sickness, and free time to think that really led me to what I want to discuss: Teaching English abroad, specifically South Korea. 

I have spent the past 2 hours reading blogs and gaining insight to the world of teaching on the other side of the globe and it fascinates me. The opportunity to teach students my language while taking in a whole new culture, seeing a new world and experiencing basically a new life in my eyes. I think it's best as I come from a very clouded past. I am currently a full-time student enrolled in university just finishing up my first year of my English major undergrad and the path I intend to take is professional studies to pursue an education degree down the road. I gave thought into the idea of just doing the undergrad and even as I'm finishing in that year of April to jump right back into school for the education degree the following month, but I realize there are certain things in life that remain important and unanswered. Experiencing life in another perspective to better understand myself and others in regards to culture, tradition in addition to building teaching experience. It's overall a win-win for me in my eyes, but I can see how it's not for everyone and for the sake of an extremely broad discussion I'll leave that to the imagination and comments section below.

Currently I am enrolled in an sociology course with an even more lovely professor who engages my train of thought in everyday life in our current society. It's as if I have been opened into a whole new realm of how to look at life, culture, tradition, functions and just a large assortment of things we deal with in our everyday life that we manifest and might not give a moment to critically analyse. I think alongside this study of English and a larger portion of my electives being from the disciplines of sociology and folklore has brought new eyes to my daily life. Having said all of this what I am really getting at is that this plan of mine to teach abroad in the near future is going to be rewarding to me in not just terms of travelling, but also keeping in mind these fundamental ideas and thoughts I have learned from both disciplines. I think it's giving me a more broad range of what to expect in this idea cultural shock and be able to turn something that some might think is a negative(ethnocentrism, and I'm not saying anyone is guilty of this, just stating it's not harsh to assume some think our way of life is the only way of life), into something very rich and meaningful. 

As I sit writing in my early morning chills and robe I honestly am just envisioning the actual prospective future of mine and where I've come from these past years. It's astonishing what we are capable of and how we take things for granted each and everyday and how through life experiences one slowly can start seeing themselves building into where they belong. That difficult sense of clarity we all strive for in our daily lives. It's out there, just look closer...








3/09/2013

Ideology.



I think of ideology and almost immediately fear and government is flashed within my head. I think there comes a point when the way that we are brought up through and within the education system, church, being morale and an upright citizen is all part of a long process of the government to formalize for a consumption based life. Ironically we are consumers in sense of nature, but there comes a point when consuming for survival meets consuming by means of no purpose, but to fulfil society’s means. I’m not saying we are brainwashed, but it’s so evident and clear in my mind that politics, supply and demand and consumption is so important for the government.

How do they achieve this? It’s simple, the governments greatest tool, fear. Fear comes in many forms in this sense. One example being a personal example I experienced in a school in Ontario as a young grade 6 elementary student. A police officer came within the school and did a presentation for the grade 6 students speaking of drugs, alcohol and sexual activity. I remember him literally speaking very harshly about these, and in terms of if you use drugs or exploit alcohol you will amount to nothing and go down this rotten path. There is another example that seems to be a norm of society is if you don’t get the A’s in school or pass this course you’re going to fail and go down a similar road of failure and amount to nothing. This does not relate to the consumption aspect of my ideology, but the fear aspect. It’s a example that we are hard wired that if we don’t do this, we will become something negative, these threats that are abstract and absurd. I didn’t excel in 90’s within high school, but I sure as hell am not going onto some foul path that it would seem I was destined for according to these statements.

The fear and consumption aspect comes into play when we are talking about Y2K for example. This big scare because of someone’s lack of entering a few numbers into the computer is going to cause the whole world to go in a catastrophic chaos. What did we as a whole for the majority do? We consumed and what happened on 12:00am, January 1st 2000? Nothing, what a coincidence? Did they just effectively imposed fear to employ consumption. There’s also the idea that the media is just a mass tool to reach out to the world to impose this fear. The media has such a massive influence on what we do or think. This is taken directly and quoted from Marilyn Manson in the Michael Moore’s Bowling for Columbine:

“Because that’s not the way the media wants to take it and spin it, and turn it into fear, because then you’re watching television, you’re watching the news, you’re being pumped full of fear, there’s floods, there’s AIDS, there’s murder, cut to commercial, buy the Acura, buy the Colgate, if you have bad breath they’re not going to talk to you, if you have pimples, the girl’s not going to fuck you, and it’s just this campaign of fear, and consumption, and that’s what I think it’s all based on, the whole idea of ‘keep everyone afraid, and they’ll consume.’” (Bowling for Columbine)

I think this is completely true, but in terms how I thought before when I would have felt indoctrinated by the media was I would simply agree with the media. It had to be correct right? It’s how we were culturally brought up to believe in certain aspects of life. It’s thanks to my love of film for opening my mind to research this amongst myself and my friends thought’s on how it pertained to them.

Works Cited:

Michael Moore. Dir. Michael Moore. Per. Marilyn Manson, Alliance Atlantis Films, 2002, Film. DVD.